Friday, August 23, 2002

Donning the regalia was awesome! We looked like lawyers though some say Harry Potter
Went around campus snapping pics eve, haiking and michelle.
Self-proclaimed ourselves F4 cos we were 4 such 'beautfiul' creatures in sch tat time
Undergrads looked at us, staff got out of the way for us. All wif smiles on their faces
Whose time was it?
Our time.

Each time students passed us by
michelle whispered 'haha u suckers!'
this woman is evil
do we share her thoughts?
U bet =)

Did wat i say i wld
pool at Pot Black
kart race wif haiking and tim. Played it like bumper cars. hiaks.
Sue me.

Graduation nite
Vice Chancellor commended us for our efforts
I did it
We did it
Felt like crying
Lived my life out there on my own
3 freak years for tis piece of paper
no parents
lived thru a house break-in.
glass door smashed. vomit on floor. bed flipped over. our house was ruined
lived thru a car break-in
car stereo and batt ripped out, even my gear knob was gone. had a swastika scratched on the bonnet of my suzuki.
my car was crying
Pain

tis is life
im thankful for it
wld like to tink it made me a betta person

Tuesday, August 13, 2002

dad likes to bring me out for supper. tats when he'll tok abt anyting and everyting. tonite its abt how growth hormones is greatly reduced by aging and lack of sleep. metabolic rate slows down as one age too. u don burn as fast as before and for those fast burners who notice a change like putting on weight faster den b4...its a sign of aging.

sometimes its his view of the world like tat nite when we saw some nasty pple being rude to the waiters. he tells me how waiters don get treated as human beings sometimes. people haf lost their sincerity and love for each other. i enjoy listening to him tok. i learn so much. Likewise i tink he enjoys talking to me like tis. other times he'll be rather quiet. U knoe u can love someone so much juz by how they look at the world? Den dad toks abt grandpa. He always does. i noticed. Dad misses grandpa alot alot. i still remember tat day b4 they close the coffin grandma ran her hands across grandpa's face. It's like gdbye for the last time. i cant forget tat scene. I had to turn away..