dad likes to bring me out for supper. tats when he'll tok abt anyting and everyting. tonite its abt how growth hormones is greatly reduced by aging and lack of sleep. metabolic rate slows down as one age too. u don burn as fast as before and for those fast burners who notice a change like putting on weight faster den b4...its a sign of aging.

sometimes its his view of the world like tat nite when we saw some nasty pple being rude to the waiters. he tells me how waiters don get treated as human beings sometimes. people haf lost their sincerity and love for each other. i enjoy listening to him tok. i learn so much. Likewise i tink he enjoys talking to me like tis. other times he'll be rather quiet. U knoe u can love someone so much juz by how they look at the world? Den dad toks abt grandpa. He always does. i noticed. Dad misses grandpa alot alot. i still remember tat day b4 they close the coffin grandma ran her hands across grandpa's face. It's like gdbye for the last time. i cant forget tat scene. I had to turn away..